Whenever I look at you
I see the cold vision from your eyes
but when you look at her

I see the warm caress only for her.
Whenever you approach me
I just smile, ignoring the pain inside
but I can’t blame you for that
coz’ I keep hiding my feelings for you.

The pain keeps me dying inside
melting my insides, squeezing my heart
how can I stop this?
my mind tells me to stop
my heart tells me “do not”.

If you only knew
knew my feelings that won’t show
I’m sorry that I didn’t tell you
she love that i had for you

Now I want you to be happy
knowing loves essence
it left me to wonder
how crazy I am to waste my tears for you.

But you told me one day
she didn’t love you anyway
she just made you her past time
and you hated yourself for it.

come to think of it
what if it’s me you loved?
anyway, I forgot you
and I’ll know I’ll love another
and my past wouldn’t be a bother…

 

August 15th, 2009 by thessa_marie a simple eyeglass girl.