Did you ever get your heart broken?                                                           

So painful the sanity had distorted and fallen?

Did you ever felt your chest would collapse?

Like all the things come so swift all at once?                                 

Like death is waving at you at a distance?

Did you ever felt how painful it is?

How agonizing it is realizing how stupid you are and you have been?

But still you follow like a gullible kid?!

Did you ever realize how vulnerable you are?

Ever wished you were numb so that pain won’t hit you that hard?

Ever wonder why can’t you be loved by the girl from afar?

You did your best but still acceptance is deprived with a scar?

Ever thought how fateful you are with love?

All you have ever needed… is always being taken from your heart?

Of all the people in the world, and of all the people knowing of your existence,

Still no one would come for you to share with this voyage sweetness!!!

It’s like feeling the destiny’s bliss of having it all…

But in a sudden it is snatched while sleep is at its fall… (And you fall hard!)

Ever felt like your frozen?

Stiff and exhausted?

Love’s less-fortunate?!

Ever wanted to give up and cry?

Until tears run out and your heart begins to pry?

Ever wanted to yell it all to the world so the pain would lessen?

But no one would bother to listen,

Understand and to make you strengthen?

Ever felt like you’re the loneliest moon?

In spite of numerous shoulders that seem to give a lean and soothe?

Ever felt and have been through all of these?!

But you can’t do anything but to stay with peace and weep?

I now, give myself a tight hug…

I tell myself, it’s all hard… and here we are again…

All we can do is just…

Follow the silence’ dance with smile…

Just smile and show them how FINE you are…

And always keep in mind that…

It is easier to smile…

Than telling the world every pages of your agony and lost in agile…

… I hate it when I talk to myself

But sometimes myself is all I only have

You’re my love deception… and I’m your dupe!!! – Awful

 

June 8th, 2008 by rhaicoalition architecture-student-that-loves-fine-arts-stuff, a PERPLEX EXPRESSIONIST (she names herself) and loves to express thoughts -- in literal and in perplex manner... weird is the bottom line