this is it. the time is up. its time to move on forwards.

i have just realized how much i have given and left nothing for myself. its hurting to accept the fact that after all the efforts and love i have given, its has never been appreciated. bitterness is what i feel, but im not ashamed of it. the fact that i have loved you is the simplest matter that could prove that.

and so patience has come into existence again. like what i’ve said before, PATIENCE IS A VIRTUE I DON’T HAVE, but thanks to you, i have developed that virtue and learned the concept of WAITING FOR THE RIGHT TIME.

i know that TIME IS A LUXURY WE CAN’T BUY, so i just have to deal with it. if time won’t allow me to experience this feeling again, then, it’s you that should be thankful, for you are the only one who had my first and last love.
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like what jaan said, i should learn to love myself more. and now here i am, LOVING MYSELF MORE. its high time i should indulge myself to the things that really makes me happy.

to jaan:
thank you dear. you have been such a GREAT FRIEND. i love you talaga!

to ellaine/lenlen:
thanks a lot for what you have said to me last wednesday night. i wont forget them. and thank you for reiterating the concept of PATIENCE to me. i love you too! mwaaahh!

to marky:
dear, salamat sa pag intindi. salamat sa paulit-ulit na pangangaral sa akin. your frank attitude is what i need to keep me on track. thank you talaga. and by the way, i missed you na. 3 days na kitang hindi nakikita sa skul. i should see you on tuesday. love yah! mwaaaahhh!

@my friends:
love you all always! mwaaaahh!

 

August 26th, 2008 by guru_fita2 im marvin... 21 years old... a pure blooded ILONGGO.. an education student... a person with so many idiosyncrasies... hahahaha!