It has been a year… long time have I been so lost and unsure… a sign board “under repair” hanging at my door is almost covered with dust… so many tears were shred… so many times have I been lost to deception and still same lessons in same reasons are learned… many times have I been a loser… many times someone comes back or someone new comes along and still I am stranded and it all end up hurting them… long time my heart is in fear… to admit a secret feelings… to risk something for someone… to be showy about my feelings for someone… and to fall in love… long time have I been thinking about this… and now realizations arrival I am waiting for too long is here at last…

Too many attempts had been made, but still it seems the will is still so strong to give it a try again this time… well, at least to do it right this time…

Love always occurs in cycles… you meet someone; feelings are developed and you fall in love until you fall out of it or the one you love just drops you off and hurts you… after that, you move on until you are in another phase again when you get to meet another heart… humans never get tired of the cycle but sometimes the situation affects the cycle’s flow… some cycles are fast, some are slow… and sometimes, its on the person itself… for the decision is always up to you at the end… but no matter what circumstance is at the table, it is on how you ponder at both sides of scales and how you swim with the love’s flow…

 

June 1st, 2008 by rhaicoalition architecture-student-that-loves-fine-arts-stuff, a PERPLEX EXPRESSIONIST (she names herself) and loves to express thoughts -- in literal and in perplex manner... weird is the bottom line